I have seen many girls come and go, they all had one thing in common: sexual intentions. They all had claimed to have been White Power, however as soon as their man has had enough, they’d run. They’d never stay. No loyalty to the cause.

I know I am young, but it still is very disappointing, as there is not-one girl of my age that has had the heart and guts to stand for what I do and be heard. I know we have grown up in a time where multiculturalism and excessive sexuality is praised, but it shouldn’t be this hard to find people who believe in sticking to your own race.

I do not doubt that when I was first introduced to the nationalist scene that many thought I would not be here in a year or so time, because my boyfriend had introduced me to the movement. That is the problem these days.

In the four years that I have been in the movement I have seen many young girls – who I tried to become close to – move on as if the only thing they cared about was their sexual fetish and not the movement.  What these girls do not understand is that we are going to be the future of the white power movement. Sleeping around is just giving us a bad name.  We need to show that in the next twenty or so years, what the women, generations before us have worked so hard to fight for. It should not be in vain.

Many people have often accused me of being nasty and hateful towards new girls in the movement. However I see it as me trying to protect what my sisters and brothers have worked so hard for. The truth is I am so much different to most girls, which I hate. I can put my hand up and want something to do with my race, to become a part of WAU.  I am young, but I know what my race means.  I know there is a future for our race.  All the friends I have made I did by myself, not for my partner. He may have introduced me but I am the one who made the effort to stay.

The fundraising and help I have offered was not forced upon me, nor was it a way to make my boyfriend love me more. I did it all by myself. If we were to break up, I would only leave a part of my heart. Not the part which makes me want to secure the white-race. I’m not afraid to say that. It shouldn’t be so hard, but it is. I want you all to know that even though I find it hard, I never give in because once I put my heart into something, I never back down – which all new girls should feel.

It is an incredible feeling when you hear that your donations to our POW’s are giving them hope. Making them smile. You will never be able to truly understand the feeling when you know you have complete trust and loyalty from all our sisters and brothers.

The aim of this plea is to target all the girls out there who do favour White Power. To all the young girls out there reading this, don’t let me be the only one who is going to grow up fighting. Prove there are still decent girls out there who put their morals and beliefs before anything else.